the shattering of my heart you cant hear

Friday, April 14, 2006

I WILL BE SKINNY - lol, its a joke

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
[Interlude]Oh my god you guys, I totally had more that 300 calories
That was so not sexy, no
Good one, can I borrow that?
[Vomits]
I WILL BE SKINNY

last part was funny. xp www.pinkspage.com . you can watch the stupid girls video there. pink is so versatile. she can really act. went checking out other singers site too. craig david, jet, blink 182. alot more that i forgot. oya james blunt.

todays good friday. and i didnt even step out of my house. not like natalie - stayed in church all day, pray. i was booked by my homework. did history while listening to classics and reading subtitles of shows now and then, took me from morning 11am to around 4pm to complete it. kind of wasting time eh? but well, i completed it. dont know if im going shopping tomorrow, after lesson. ying wanted to, but then she said she was saving up money for overseas trip at the end of the year. so she will not be buying anything yea? sounds weird but lets see about that.

to my sister - you are so cute and lovable at times but can really be a big irritating thingy when you throw tantrums. whatthehell i cant stand it. *slaps me* argh!!! *runs away*

i really dont want to save up for a shuffle now. its like so not worth it. so i will just wait until i get a job or something like that so i can just buy a ipod and not save and wait and save and wait and count. xp money is so tempting me - cannot resist the urge to spend it.

and i still have not complete maths and dnt.

somebody, anybody, please just slap me!!
sign off [eve] dutzt

--did i disappoint you or let you down--
--should i be feeling guilty or let the judges frown--
--cause i saw the end before we'd begun--
--yes i saw you were blinded and i knew i had won--
--so i took what's mine by eternal right--
--took your soul out into the night--
--it may be over but it won't stop there--
--i am here for you if you'd only care--
--you touched my heart you touched my soul--
--you changed my life and all my goals--
--and love is blind and that I knew when--
--my heart was blinded by you--
--i've kissed your lips and held your hand--
--shared your dreams and shared your bed--
--i know you well, I know your smell--
--i've been addicted to you--
--goodbye my lover--
--goodbye my friend--
--you have been the one--
--you have been the one for me--

4/14/2006 08:46:00 PM | you shattered me

Thursday, April 13, 2006

5 days~

today became my favourite day this week. todays the last studying day of the week - thats why! tomorrow's good friday. holiday!!!took some pictures lets see
today

hey, let me clarify. this picture wasnt taken by me. its zi xiong.lol. was taken during history free period - mr sim went for course. then we were like exchanging handphones to play around with. so here goes - the origin of the picture. by the way, wei lun's face like disfigurly wide. haha, and that blurry fleshy thing is his finger. xp. found out spencer's real name - sandy [inside joke]. kenrick was like asking 'why girls like to do this [puffs up one cheek and puts a finger on it] when they take picture ar?' then zi xiong, sandy and kenrick was like 'hey lets take a picture like that!!' and they looked damn freaky. imagine 3 guys, posing like that, and SUPER act cute. lol. should have took that photo. laughing hard. by the way, they did it like a couple of times okay...

oya and got our class pullover today. the wording kinda looked like 'forever' from far. lol. designed by ralph earl cipriano 2. and he was like ' the graffiti nice?' haha. ralph - be confident okay. and yup, its nice!! everyone had their names printed on the end of the sleeve, i didnt though. printed on my sleeve was 'verdutzt'. hehz.

wednesday

had my real 2.4 run. and guess what i pass!! hehehz. after weeks of running. brushed up my skills and pass on the first try - first time. lol. no picture - didnt bring phone today coz of PE. ashley had a new way of being really sarcastic . he went around asking people ' did you qualify for the next round [of running]?' which got me confused at first. then i figured. he was indirectly asking people if they fail or pass -then sarcacism...

tuesday

this C-O-R-A-L wordy came on monday i think. took it while waiting outside the bookshop, for the science lesson to start. haha. somehow these alphabets reminded me about 'letter of the day' in sesame street. when there is this video that show the letter moving around the city and everywhere. okay, maybe i was too imaginative. xp kinda looked like kindergarden or something like that. haha. cute though.

monday

found this picture. didnt know if i took it on monday because of its unique sitting posture. haha. this cat - fifi and i see everyday. normally it will run away when fifi approach it. but it didnt on the day this picture was taken. haha. i guessed it got too scared that its legs weakened. so its not that it wasnt scared of us - just its legs. guess we misunderstood.xp

sunday

went to suntec and OP was on sale. that why the crazy happy face. bought a pair of long pants like mom. dad and sis went to ransack the piles and piles of clothes - altogether the clothes that we bought was only $1oo+ cheap sale.

i couldnt stand the clothes inside - sneezing and sneezing. so went outside the shop. found this so cute little boy. hehz~ then took picture of him. mom say i will get sued by them if they found out. but i risked it all because of the cuteness. xo cute right?!?!

sign off [eve] dutzt

--these pictures--
--captured my life--
--bits and pieces--
--that you might never know--
--some happy--
--some reminds me of the past--
--but all i treasure--
--its my life--
--whether i like it--
--or not--
--overall--
--love it through and through--
--coz it made me stronger--
--everytime i overcome a difficult obstacle--
--without it--
--im nothing--
--i wouldnt have grown--
--to be the person im today--
--wouldnt have learnt--
--what i have knew--

4/13/2006 08:47:00 PM | you shattered me