harloe harloe harloe
hmm... hmmz... hmmpz... what should i start blogging about now?!?! okae just any how start kaez... ermz.... today is a special day... you want to know why?!?!?! hahahz... read on lo... because its FRIDAY!!! hahahz... that means its the last day of the week that i need to go to school!!! weez... and now mum knows that im tired out due to the high piles of homework and increasing cg practices[syf coming - 20/4/2005],i dont need go market with her ler[temporary only lar]... so scared sia... hmmpz... scared that /n the end we get silver or anything less... then charmaine will pei wo ku... coz i kinda sad that band got a silver but i never cry larx... i only comforted charmaine... hehehz... already tell her lerx... if cg got silver or less, she must cry with me, and she promised... hmz... hope that i will never happen lo... pray harder each day... practiced harder also for every coming practice... aiyarx... we always couldnt get the tempo right for the first time derx... thats scary coz syf only got first time, no second time, wrong means wrong ler... then i scared i will forget all the notes and how to play... coz its no surprise... i did it before... and just messed the whole thing up... hmmmpz... enough of my rantings thats been going on for my insecurities for the syf... hurhurx... all i could do at home was to play with my sticks, on bed lo... no sound what, then look at the scores... kinda idiotic lar... but thats the only way i can practice, sometimes go and practice in my brain... hurhurx... like im possesed like that... geeky... not much that happened today, at least no interesting ones lar... so all i talk about is cg... hmmmz... i wonder what will happen to me if i cannot play yang qin for weeks... i will survive but something will be amiss... not say that i play very pro lar... -.-4/15/2005 09:32:00 PM |
you shattered me
bad mood arhx... but i dun hav pms... hehehx...
4/14/2005 09:34:00 PM |
you shattered me
someting like today...
4/12/2005 08:03:00 PM |
you shattered me
i ruuuuuuunnnnn a w a y . . . .. .... . . ..
4/10/2005 08:19:00 PM |
you shattered me
Thursday, April 14, 2005
sign off [eve] dutzt
--i searched my world--
--but i cant find you--
--youre standing there--
--but i cant touch you--
--try to talk--
--but the words are just not there--
--i can feel a sense of danger--
--you stare at me like im a stranger--
--paralyzed and you dont seem to care--
--brian mcfadden--
--demons in my dreams--
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
sign off [eve] dutzt
--i just want to say--
--that what i want--
--can be--
--a simple smile--
--from you--
--an awkward glance--
--to tell me that--
--you care--
--even if it was--
--something you say--
--i would remember it--
--coz i want to tell you--
--that i really care--
--and the--
--blah blah blahz--
Sunday, April 10, 2005
sign off [eve] dutzt
--as she runs away--
--she did look back--
--maybe you didnt see--
--but i tell you--
--she did--
--sometimes--
--what you didnt see--
--doesnt mean that--
--it never happened--
--you just didnt see it--
--end of point--
--clear--
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