as i walk alone in the cold rain,
with the wind blowing against my face
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.
lalala
Saturday, March 18, 2006
last saturday of the holiday
today saturday. one more day then school starts again. xp happy and sad at the same time. im going crazy. yea. finished taking tests. no, not those you find in school. haha. its tickle tests. so bloody nice and entertaining. accurate too. for me i guess. xphttp://web.tickle.com/
was actually feasting on my birthday cake and watching tv and slacking on the couch in the morning, thinking i'll not be going out until 3pm - HEAVEN! but suddenly lih ming bombarded me with loads of smses.
-today 4pm ar
-meet 2.30
-then she call ask me what i doing. can come out now anot.
-meet 3pm
*i replied ' confirm ar 3?'
*called her to confirm, then went out of the house.
cheh. still thought can relax abit and enjoy saturday. kinda bored when we get there. before we got briefed that is. sis was thirsty then kept bugging me from waiting for 88 to go to pasir ris to all the way until we reached parkway. thats when she stop, coz we went in to seven-eleven and she happily bought her drink. at last theres peace. when walking all the way to the plaza then dad called, say meet at popular. xp then we walked out of the air conditioned area, to the meeting place. kinda stucked outside coz no drinks were allowed. told sis to go in then she subbornly refused, only way - she gulped down everything QUICKLY.
when to shenton because dad wanted to check on his work thingy. then went eating, borrowed library book and got a new library card - my ez link card barcode got problem i think, after i got it lost and replaced. it couldnt scan, no matter how hard i try to stuff it into the machine, it will always say 'please insert your card properly'. lame crap shit. and the bloody card costs me $5. whatthehell!
oya. speaking of the books that i borrowed from the library. just any old how take books that attracted my attention. going to figure how to do my homework with them tomorrow. thats settled. for the rest of my homework, i guess there will always be a way. as the saying goes 'when theres a will, theres a way.' *winks.
blog here then. buh bye.
sign off [eve] dutzt
--walked around--
--the empty street--
--saw people--
--holding cams--
--taking pictures--
--like theres--
--never going--
--to be another tomorrow--
--which inspires me--
--suddenly--
--coz there really--
--might not be--
--another tomorrow--
3/18/2006 11:04:00 PM |
you shattered me
birthday
3/17/2006 02:46:00 PM |
you shattered me
crazy
3/15/2006 11:58:00 PM |
you shattered me
ragdoll
3/14/2006 10:14:00 PM |
you shattered me
milk teas are very important to me
3/14/2006 12:20:00 AM |
you shattered me
the 2nd time cum 3rd
3/12/2006 09:11:00 PM |
you shattered me
Friday, March 17, 2006
woke up at 11 plus i think. its stuffy and stuff la. then i suddenly hate it. haic. todays my birthday know?!?! how can the weather be stuffy and shitty.but anyways, its because its my birthday that i tolerated. hehz whats up with nowadays weather?!?!? so hot and bloody stuffy.
even the wind is HOT. -.-''
finding new skins on blogskins yesterday. kinda liked those that i found but didnt save coz im lazy, so maybe it'll be around a century before i change my blog layout. sian.
kinda hope that my mom will forget the sleep-early thingy. coz i want to blog again tonight. dad's buzy so he can only come back in the afternoon - to celebrate my birthday. then after that going to the cc to pay my yoga course fee. needed to take up a sport for nyaa and im too lazy to run or stuff like that so just take yoga. xp i want to box ying ying on the face la. say want to go with me then at last say no money. may the hell be with you. *lifts one eyebrow*
i seriously cannot tahan the weather anymore la. now i have my fan blowing me, it has become my best friend now. without it i dont think i can make it through. woamygod. havent did english homework. coz i didnt go to the library and im too busy to do that. heh. stop doing my folio coz i learnt that shaik only did until problem situation. never did chinese coz the words just dont make impressions on my mind, i couldnt figure them out.
didnt know why the other posts are all BOLD. haiya. must have gotta do with me editting my layout stuff ba. i made the tag board bigger. and included the. woopsie. the paya lebar cc guy just called. he say not enough people yet. so the course have been postponed until april. so dont need to go to the cc later. haha. dont know why i was kinda looking forward to it. xp maybe the air-con.
the only thing i can look forward to is my dad coming home. then i will be able to eat the cake. weetz~
sign off[eve] dutzt
--happy birthday to me--
--happy birthday to me--
--happy birthday to me--
--happy birthday to me--
--blow the candles--
--i turn sixteen today--
--cakes and presents--
--yey yey yey--
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
spca thingy getting me mad. they said i need to find other charities too. that spca only can give me abit of the cip hours. im going crazy. but anyway, my folios the one driving me nuts. i just dont have any more ideas that i could draw out and make it into a learning aid. whatthehell?!?!? i think i will stop trying to try finish my folio and do my holiday homework instead. hah. by the way, i will have to rest on friday coz its my BIG day. haha
note to olivia : my birthday not today la. [even though you knew le]
bought cleo. eva longoria's eyebrows are so [omg i cannot describe]. going to trim mines like her's. yey! ive got a goal [ive alot, but one new one added-xD].
im so freaked out, my window binds [the ones in the middle of the window -ive got 3] got stuck and doesnt feel and want to come down. under pressure, i cut it. *breathes in and out*
im dead.....*says calmly*
but it was already like freaking spoilt in the first place*doesnt give up and keeps arguing*
lets see what my dad's response will be. but im betting that i will win. *wink* the binds were really and indeed shity and spoilt in the first place. not my fault. eheh
know what?!?! im not blogging any more today. shoot me.
sign off [eve] dutzt
--i told you to shoot me--
--why dont you--
--told you to do so--
--coz im living a painful life--
--i cant finish my folio--
--oh well, not that important--
--but who cares--
--just shoot me--
--yea im crazy--
--you crazy too--
--standing there listening to me--
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i added some links that i remembered from my previous layout. haha.. i will try to remember even more but must wait lo.
olivia came to my house today. she really is a direction-idiot. haha she told me and really proved it. woahz. ask her to drop after the police centre then she drop before that. make me trouble only! still anyhow walk, lucky i went down and rescued her. if not she lost then her parents come slap me sia. xp
went to try my contact lenses in my toilet. then i was teaching her and she was scolding the lenses ever since her first failed try. eh not their fault la... is you dont know how to put them on kae... haha. then i was doing my folio so i didnt care about her and asked her to read my magazines lo. then i think she really bored then took my phone and played rally. lolx.
by the way, talking about my folio. because of olivia i did 1 1/2 of the drawing. which leaves me about 3 1/2 of drawings to do. sian. i really ran out of ideas to draw. help me or shoot me please!
watched the myth today. quite a nice movie. haha. but abit funny. let me remind you again my birthday is coming! i cannot believe it. happy and sad at the same time. im weird. ha. happy because im 16, can watch nc16 le. but anyway, people say i look like 17+ *screams in agony* OH MY GOD IM SO OLD-LOOKING!!! and sad because 16 and its my Os this year. it just seems so quick you know?!?!?
anyways. love it or hate it im still going to be 16 so i guess i just have to live with it. yeys and sobs.
sign off [eve] dutzt
--i hope you still feels small when you stand beside the ocean--
--whenever one door closes i hope one more opens--
packed my room this morning, i was sneezing all the way. mom forced me to. because it was holiday. =[ i was very reluctant at first cause who likes packing things anyway, and secondly my room wasnt that messy. so i grumbled and grumbled. but still did it la... actually used my folio to try get away with it. but mom said no, i really need to clean up my room today. sian
then after clearing my room, i threw a little rubbish so as to tell my mom i really did clean my room afterall even though i dread it. and my sneezing was evidence too. so i got really tired i went to sleep on the sofa. up until like 4-5 plus. got a few hours of sleep. that was so great. dad came home during morning and when i saw him i thought he was going out to work. lol. didnt talk as i was feeling real sleepy.
did abit of my folio. up until 3 ideas. and 6 specifications. 6 more ideas to go and 2 more specifications and i think i can relax abit. haha... mr benny going to vomit le... my class people like so lag. i want to buy james blunt's , rooter's and lee ryan's album!! im so avoiding cd shops now. my list of albums that i want to buy will build up. help me!
watched desperate housewives and grey's anatomy just now. it was nice and stuff la... i was bored. sis came back from camp today. she looked very tired and dark. said she cried during their night walk and said that she can be excused because some of the boys in ncc cried too... what the hell?!?!!? the boys are homos... xp blog until here today. bye im sleeping.
sign off [eve] dutzt
--im tired--
--you didnt tell me--
--that early--
--and only did--
--after i got tired--
--whatthehell--
--iswrongwithyou--
--?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?--
--i think i dont care--
--wahahahaha--
Sunday, March 12, 2006
im back again. to blog obviously.
didnt blog yesterday as i was with my parents at jurong. my dad was having a set-up and my mom and i tagged along. all the way until 2am in the morning. by the time i reached home it was like so bloody 'morning'. hehz. by the way you might think i was bored there. but guess what, i wasnt. haha. even though it was late, people were still walking around there so i was spending most of my time people-watching [sitting beside ronald macdonald - my best friend, on the bench]. loads of not so ordinary people there i noticed.
theres one that was like SUPER freaky. he dressed like a cartoon. with bike gloves. and all black la. i think he wore boots too. O.o'' then his face looked somewhat of a guinea pig's face. no offence but there really isnt a better way to describe. sorry. yup, he was looking at my mom and i maybe because we were like sitting beside my best friend or what. or looked funny. never mind that. he was so bloody obvious that he was staring at us and i didnt realize [yea call me dumb, blind or whatever] until my mom told me. then i was so fed-up coz i really caught him looking at us. eww. then i was like 'wtf is wrong with you?!?!?' then i stared back real hard. maybe i was looking abnormal or fierce then that g.p [short form for guinea pig] go hide behind the push cart thingy. LAME. but then in the end he summoned all his g.p guts and asked my mom 'are you angeline's mom?!?!?!' mom said NO. then he said sorry and walked away. but continue staring like we bluff him like that. anyway its kinda freaked me up then when my mom got up i went with her. not wanting to sit there all by myself.
today i went out to meet olivia. haha. and we meet early coz her church ended quite early and she did not want to be taken to marina square to have lunch with her family. then i became her excuse for not going with them la. met her at pasir ris. haha she reached there sooo early that she told me she looked like a dork [something like that] that is sitting down doing nothing. but i wasnt late what. so who cares xp. told her to meet me at bus 12 in the interchange then she say dont want to walk there herself then i had to walk all the way to white sands there. then meet her. i dragged her to downtown east. to eat lunch at bk. the air-con seriously spoil. ying2 told olivia she not going so whatever. hung around there for awhile and olivia got bored so she decided to play with the concealers at watson's. in the end she got a sun-burned arm it looked so dis-coloured. wahaha. actually it was my fault but noone knows. shh
after that when to tm . i didnt draw cash so i have none then i bought a pair of earrings which costs me 2 plus, i use nets pay. so pai seh~ haha. was tempted to do henna again. but because the henna stall didnt have a nets machine.. you get the story. walked around finding for ATM then window-shop. when i go draw my money, it was time to go home. coz i was so tired. yup. i didnt have sufficient sleep last night. thats all.
sign off [eve] dutzt
--i didnt know what to say--
--or what to do--
--forgive me--
--im such a fool--
*i still havent finish olivia's vcd. shes going to kill me if i dont*
*olivia- you better remember your jacket is still with me*
*dont try anything funny*
*or else - wahaha*
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