the shattering of my heart you cant hear

Friday, March 24, 2006

hell but heaven - contradicting

aiyerz. the most irritating thing happened to me. two at the same time also. wah piang eh. number 1, i got a very big ulcers in my mouth. and it HURTING me. woamygod please make these stuff go away. number 2, ive got a pimple on my right cheek. and its also HURTING me. and please make it go away too.

kinda shitty today. by right could go back at 12 plus de. then theres this chinese mock exam thingy that popped out of nowhere that caused me to stay back until so late. 2.30. finished the paper at 1.50 plus. the teacher said couldnt go home yet, at least not until 2.30, i got tired so i slept all the way until 2.30. then when i finally woke up, i was sweating abit, and recharged! wahaha.

and i still hate my ulcer and pimple. =[

got back maths test paper today. got 15/16. surprisingly. i almost shocked myself to death. thanks to harry for telling me i shade the wrong part. wahah. and thanks to ben for reminding me that squareroot 100 is 10. he was laughing himself dead when i asked him, coz i suddenly forgot. lol. imagine if that happens in exam, i will have noone else to ask.

broke my own record today. wahah. solved four sudoku puzzles today. yup and quite fast to. not showing off, but i guess i am. hehz~ this once only la. going to buy a book and do all of it. if i got the money.

talking about money. natasha and gang wanted to make class jacket. chose the one with the hood. she said its going to be maroon - reminds me of maroon 5 [my favourite band!!], and designed by wana, added 'verdutzt' on my jacket too. going to be around $25?!?!? dont know if i can pay up. xp

tomorrow going to help out at the bike trail thingy. and lih ming havent confirm me the time. haiyo. i still need to go market with my mom de leh. smack you ar.

blog here then. bye.
sign off [eve] dutzt

--i still havent--
--figured it out--
--still dont know--
--what verdutzt means--
--so if it--
--were to be vulgar--
--i dont really mind--
--that much--
--wahaha--
--can act confused--

3/24/2006 09:15:00 PM | you shattered me

Thursday, March 23, 2006

disappearing eyebrows~ O.o''

was bored. so decided to just blog for awhile before going to bed. hehz. tomorrows friday and the week's going to end! wahaha. ive succesfully made it through. plucked my eyebrows again while watching the 9 o'clock show. dad was saying that my eyebrow is going to be gone soon, due to me plucking it every single day. haha. cant help it la. nothing to do. but rest assured. my eyebrows will not disappear. hehz. i promise

today ive made some seriously stupid jokes about olivia's brother. kept me laughing for awhile before i stop. yep. but soon found out that if you go say it the second time then its not that funny anymore.

the joke goes something like this

olivia : yesterday rain right
ying : ya. very heavy
o : did you hear thunder? i heard it. very loud.
y : no, where got thunder?
me to ying : olivia's brother must have fall out of the bed. [make sound effect]
all laughing like crazy, all cannot talk.
[after awhile]
o : i must be dreaming la. coz i dream i wake up
me : your brother fall out of bed la.
me : confirm.
then laugh abit after that not funny at all le.

this is what i call expired jokes aka disposable jokes. for one time use. siao, you think daily contact lens ar?!!? xp

anyway. the conversation was kinda stupid and very summarise, but that is the main thing that we talked about la. coz before saying her brother fall out of bed i said her brother making noise outside to di siao her. that also very crap. haha. said that coz ive got nothing better to do.
sign off [eve] dutzt

--kinda look at your face--
--and wondered--
--if i hate you or not--
--kinda got confused--
--in my mind--
--but who cares--
--only me i think--
--i must be crazy--
--to think of stupid stuff--
--like that--
--hehz~--

3/23/2006 10:43:00 PM | you shattered me

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

kinda wanna .......

wednesday
haha. BIG news! not even my whole class know about it! ashley was two-timing suki [figure out], with the new ruler [ figure out]. anyways, he didnt deny, so. watever. wanted to scan the mind map that eunice drew during our cme free period. i was laughing my ass off, even cried. then the whole group was laughing so loudly the relieve teacher and the rest of the class were looking in our direction. so pai seh. xp so damn funny lo. cant help it. but honestly, ashley wasnt to be blamed. its all the fault of the two people who was two timed by him!!actually to be exact, only suki. lol. one way. know it doesnt make sense. well wrote it anyway. hehz~

i passed english and chinese paper. love it.

my grandfather was blessing me. heez~ missed him loads. LOVE you ah gong.

anyway, loads of people didnt come today. olivia and angie excluded - they did come, olivia ate spaghetti and went to central to buy bubble tea and pepper fries with angie. -.-'' freaked out.

i love marsie. dont know why. LOL

yesterday
didnt blog yesterday because i was drowsy, no. sleepy to be exact. was lying on the sofa, so comfortable until my whole body shut down. then mom forced me to drag myself to bed and sleep. that was what i remembered la. as i was occupying the whole sofa. lol. the best stuff that happened yesterday was when harry lee got wet because mr sim poured water on him. read : emptying 3 quarter of someone else's water bottle, which was actually FULL. who ask him sleep in class??! lol. it was damn entertaining. except the part when some of the water kena me. lucky shaun never make him. lol. because of that, harry lee scolded shaun for the rest of the period. lameshitcrap.

monday
haha. school started again. didnt attend prefects meeting. joey told me to only elect people after that can go. so when halif told me theres going to be a meeting, i suddenly felt drained of my energy. haic. but argued awhile and i think he know i seriously will punch him in the face if he insisited on me attending it, he told me it was no big deal. so i just elected people then when heading home. yup. reached home then got olivia's call. seems like she forgot that mr ng confiscated her ez-link card. then she have to do the poa worksheet. asked me for the answer and while finding poa paper, she suddenly and miracly remembers that she does not have the poa column paper. not to even mention a pathetic writable piece of rough paper. then angie told her she have the answers and stuff. so wasting my time. scolded her, hung up and went bathing.
sign off [eve] dutzt

--im bored--
--you know that too--
--and you--
--did a terrible thing--
--you did not come--
--and entertain me--
--maybe i became invisible--
--or maybe something went wrong--
--in your eye--
--but let me tell you again--
--im bored--
--bye bye--

3/22/2006 10:15:00 PM | you shattered me

Sunday, March 19, 2006

pronto.

just going to say tomorrows school, my homework not really done and im sleeping. xp hope theres no prefects duty tomorrow. and that some teachers dont come. lol. watched 'stand up' until #04. quite nice. but abit boring in the beginning. bye. pronto
sign off [eve] dutzt

--the memories you left me with--
--are what i really cant replace--
--and what hurts me most--
--is what it reminds me of--
--you--

3/19/2006 10:36:00 PM | you shattered me