Monday, July 10, 2006
im dreaming of ballack - those eyes. @.@
Argh. I'm now typing in my sister's dark room (kinda like a cinema except smaller).
Reason, she's sleeping and refuse to move into my room. How reasonable.
For the past few days I'm practically blind. I'm such an idiot that I broke my specs. Want to know how I did it? Simple- I tried fixing it and to my utmost horror, it broke. (All I needed was some screws.='[) So I had to pay for my new specs. Coz I'm the one at fault. *Sigh
Anyways. Let me tell you. I just dreamt of ballack last night, or this morning. All I know was - it was blurry. I remember dreaming about him then waking up to my alarm. In my dream, I was asking for his signature. Then unfortunately I didn't have any papers with me. So I asked him to sign on the arm. Then as I really want the signature on paper, I ran around finding one and when I finally found one piece of pathetic paper, I woke up. How stupid can a dream be? Urgh. It's really getting on my nerve. Okay - it's lame.
Had O level Chinese Oral today. The passage was hard, but I managed to guess a few words correctly (after checking it with Eunice). Talked and crapped in the dicussion part - about teenagers getting fascinated by material things. Kind of easy, I think I was mad. Went talking and stammering and did somemore talking. Then when I really ran out of things to say, I said (in chinese) ' I've got nothing else to say anymore.' So luckily the teachers said I could go. I think that means that I have crapped in places that I needed to. xp
Really have to buck up. Argh. Everything is so overwhelming right now. There's dnt practicals after school, mock exams, remedials. Like
whatthehell? I'm so stressed now, and I'm blogging. Okay. I think I've blogged enough. So, I'll come back another day when I feel like I need to slack abit.
sign off [eve] dutzt
--youre out of my mind--
--its now empty--
--and i feel confused--
--coz im overwhelmed--
--by choices that i have to make--
--so back off--
--in awhile--
7/10/2006 07:08:00 PM |
- - - - p r o f i l e - - - -
the name
-evelyn ng
the age
-im officially 16 baybeh wootz~
the school
-nursery
-PAP
-elias park
-coral sec
the likes
-myself
-my family
-mocha, milk teas
-popcorn
-sketches of nice pictures
-all my friends
-things that i own
-watching tv
-alot of other stuff
-animals
-playing yang qin[chinese instrument if ya duno]
-being crazy
-being alone sometimes
-hugs and kisses
-cosmetics [its just recently - xp]
-power
-laughs and humours
the dislikes
-being judged secretly
-people who betrays
-childish people
-bitches and sluts
-giggly girly girls [woamygod - never can stand them!]
-dramatics
-act cutes
-lians and bengs
-liars
-people who think that they know-it-all
-attention seekers
-loud speakers
-wishy washys
-pretenders
the goals
-to be somebody
the counter
- - - - s i t e s - - - -
[#01] blogger
[#02] blogskins
[#03] getty images
[#04]photobuck
[#05]shockwave
[#06]muppets
[#07]sudoku
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