Friday, April 07, 2006
fuck unfair
fuck it. im so damn mad. and my sister - she is so irritating.
wtfcb.
ok lets talk about other
more positive stuff. like im not going to go to
speech day tomorrow. going to give it a miss as
it crashed with my yoga lesson as i had predicted - im still scolding myself for predicting it in the first place.
shit.
ashley will have 4 awards tomorrow. and
5 if nadia did not come too.
had to complete
maths and dnt by this weekend. dont know why
dateline is like so freaking short and
im like so slacking away...
okay - i confess. i do agree that jay chou have talent. even though he got muffled voice - like he was being
stuffed with pillow when he rap. he is good. wahah.
seriously ive thought about it and i swear that im going to
mug very very very hard for my Os. i really
dont want to be trapped
in coral. xo that will be very terrible. so the right thing to do is mug and get even better results so i can
go to tp or sp. hehz~ and more importantly - to the course that i want which is either
something in business or design. but maybe i will put
business first because i can
go to laselle-sia after poly. stop! im thinking too far off. wahah. one last one -
after laselle-sia i will go to university - SMU or overseas. okay. im stopping here right now. want to post it here so i can check how far off ive wandered after a few years. xp and get back on track if i did.
read : contents for my sister only - the only person that is capable of making me cry all by her selfseriously, i didnt want us to quarrel like EVERYDAY?!?!? its so driving me nuts. i dont know if its because sec 1 work is piling up and making you go crazy as well or if theres something bothering you. i just know, you always initiate the fight. and im so trying to not scold you back. okay, maybe a few times i irritated you and caused you to do stupid things. you say that i dont understand. but well, did you pause and think that you coud also be in the wrong and you are the one that does not understand? i mean seriously who is perfect? but somethings really terribly going so wrong cause we are like fighting every single day. shit. im damn tired of this. i think i should just ignore you totally and stop talking to you. yea, not even hi. if you are ever going to read this, i want you to know. im not posting this thing here to tell people that you are in the wrong and im pointing at you saying its all your fault. i just want you to pause and think. not for you to finger-point at me.
sign off [
eve] dutzt
--i feel useless--
--i feel dumb--
--i thought i suck--
--and i realised it was actually you--
--that you are useless--
--that you are dumb--
--asshole--
--and now i feel that
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the name
-evelyn ng
the age
-im officially 16 baybeh wootz~
the school
-nursery
-PAP
-elias park
-coral sec
the likes
-myself
-my family
-mocha, milk teas
-popcorn
-sketches of nice pictures
-all my friends
-things that i own
-watching tv
-alot of other stuff
-animals
-playing yang qin[chinese instrument if ya duno]
-being crazy
-being alone sometimes
-hugs and kisses
-cosmetics [its just recently - xp]
-power
-laughs and humours
the dislikes
-being judged secretly
-people who betrays
-childish people
-bitches and sluts
-giggly girly girls [woamygod - never can stand them!]
-dramatics
-act cutes
-lians and bengs
-liars
-people who think that they know-it-all
-attention seekers
-loud speakers
-wishy washys
-pretenders
the goals
-to be somebody
the counter
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